Is God hiding?

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Today, I finally got some time to review a post that I wrote about a few months ago. The one about God. I read the old version once, then again, and have just finished reading it a third time. None of what I had intended to share back then was actually written down. My thoughts were confused and disjointed. So I decided to rewrite it—this time, I want it to actually make sense. I don't know how to start, thought, and while seeking a good beginning, I glance through the window...

Outside, thick grey clouds are blocking the setting sun, making the late afternoon look more like midnight. Yet in my room, it's bright. A few lamps are enough to provide all the light I need. This sparks the idea for how to restart what I once failed to express properly.

Let's revisit the eternal question of God, but with fresh eyes and from a slightly different angle. For that, we need to rely on both science and religion, guided by the mystical light of The One Truth we mentioned in our previous meditations. Let’s take a moment to relax. Breathe in deeply a few times, and with a one final deep exhalation, let's free our minds from the constraints of any paradigms. Now we're ready!

Energy

The contrast between the warm light of the lamps and the darkness of a late February afternoon made me think about nature, its laws, and energy. As we have already discussed, everything in our universe — including the universe itself — is subject to the law of transience: everything has a beginning and an end, except for energy. Why and how does energy alone manage to escape this universal rule?

Before answering, let’s return to the concept of light. What is light, in its essence? As we know, light is energy traveling in the form of electromagnetic waves. It can also be described as a stream of tiny particles (photons) that move at the speed of light (approximately 300,000 km/s). No matter the description, light is, at its core, energy.

Energy is the very heart of the universe, the pulse of the cosmos—an invisible building block that unifies everything into one whole. This energy is not static; it is dynamic and constantly transforming, shaping the universe in ways we are only beginning to discover. Albert Einstein came to this realization in one of his earliest works, where, before publishing his famous equation for energy, he examined mass as a function of light in the equation m=L/c^2​.

Then, about a decade ago, the so-called “God particle,” the Higgs boson, was discovered. That discovery also revealed the Higgs field (a quantum field)—a “matrix” in which energy acquires mass as if it is following a command. Let’s not jump to any hasty conclusions by directly equating this quantum field with the “Logos.” That being said, we can safely conclude the following: if the quantum field dictates when energy can turn into the elementary particles that make up our entire universe, then that same quantum field determines the form in which the universe exists. Consequently, it also defines the laws that govern our universe.

One of those laws is the law of transience (mortality). And what else could transience be, if not the transition of energy from one form to another—something already shown to be dictated by the quantum field (this “matrix”)? I was excited when the following question struck me with great force: if transience—and, by extension, death—are part of the process by which energy shifts from one form to another, doesn’t that suggest that everything in our universe is immortal in terms of the energy that composes it?

I began thinking of the faces and behaviors that reappear across generations, as well as recurring cycles that skeptics attribute to chance. Meanwhile, we can use mathematics and statistics to calculate how likely a certain “coincidence” is to occur. On top of that, randomness itself exists by the will of the quantum matrix. We briefly explored the idea of the Will in a previous meditation, but I find it helpful to revisit it here.

Will

What is will? According to the standard dictionary definition, it is the human capacity to consciously achieve one’s desires and goals while overcoming internal or external obstacles. Through our intellect, we can not only grasp reality and its governing laws, but also manipulate energy by transforming it from one type into another.

So then, what is intellect? It is the ability to reason, analyze, and synthesize information. Hold on—if people, who are made of energy, can reason, analyze, and synthesize information, does that mean energy itself has its own intellect? That is one possibility. Another is that energy is a tool for gathering and storing information on behalf of some form of intellect external to our universe.

Let’s examine the first scenario: supposing that energy itself is the most perfect form of intellect—the Alpha and Omega of our cosmos. That would mean energy directs its own transformation from one state to another. Next, we would conclude that energy exempts itself from the universal law of transience that applies to everything it creates. A third implication would be that matter, as a form of energy, influences will. Yet that conflicts with what we know about the quantum matrix. I will try to keep the next few paragraphs, as simple and least loaded with scientific terminology. Please bare with me.

If matter influenced the will directly, we would not observe the quantum entanglement, where two linked particles behave identically regardless of the distance between them. An everyday analogy would be having a twin who lives in a distant country, with no audible or visible connection to you, yet when you jump, he jumps too; when someone tickles you, he also laughs; and when he slips on the stairs, you fall as well.

Returning to the previous implications: if energy, as a form of intellect, decides when and how to transform, but yet remains subject to the quantum field and all universal laws, we face a contradiction. It would be like decorating freely your own apartment after your own taste, only for the homeowners’ association (in which you have no participation) to pass new regulations that force everyone in the building, including you, to refurnish in compliance with said regulations. Clearly, there’s a conflict here.

Now let’s consider the second possibility: energy is a tool for collecting and storing information, subject to some sort of extra-universal consciousness. The information for everything that has happened so far, that is happening now, and for what is yet to happen is recorded and ready for use by this consciousness. We would call that intelligence All-Knowing. And All-Wise. An intellect whose imprint we can see in the quantum matrix that governs the energy structuring our cosmos. Intelligence that is clearly All-Powerful.

In Search of God

Where does this leave us? An All-Powerful and All-Wise form of consciousness dictates the reality of our world through the quantum matrix. This conclusion leads to many others. New conclusions with deeper, yet clearer meaning. Let’s start with a well-known reference: “God created man in His own image” (Genesis 1:27). This no longer necessarily implies the figure of an upright, rational ape; instead, it points to consciousness itself—Will. Our Will is a near-perfect replica of the Divine will. Indeed, only humans (albeit with some limitations) can control energy and direct its transformation from one form to another.

Additionally, the immortality of the soul can now be seen as the existence of Will beyond the boundaries of our universe. In Genesis 2:17, it is written: “…but from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it, you will die the death.” This verse can generate a separate article of interpretation, but to summarize: how can an immortal soul die? Only if it exists in a controlled environment—a replica of the true reality—where a law can be introduced that imposes mortality on the eternal. The eternal energy becomes transient by acquiring forms that change.

Now, the idea of energy as an information carrier and the concept of Will sheds light on the Bogomil interpretation of Jesus, on the Akashic Records, and even on the Law of Attraction. But what about the other religions and philosophies? In Taoism, Tao (Dao) is that All-Wise Whole, while our individual consciousness is but a limited copy of it, existing in a eternal cycle of Yin and Yang. Or as we called them in another meditation: Love and Fear. Thus, we begin to see meaning in the words of our spiritual Teachers—words often misunderstood and misinterpreted by many.

Once you internalize the ideas presented here, you can recognize the One Truth not only in each article on this blog but also within yourself and in everything around you. In time, you might also conclude that God is hidden in every human heart, but at the same time hiding right under the nose the scientist and behind the shoulder of the devout believer. Those who are truly awakened ("the radiant people", as I call them) are the ones who reveal God through their actions, guided by Love in the face of Fear.